“When Simon Peter saw this, he fell at Jesus’ knees and said, “Go away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!” (Luke 5:8).

This Lenten season we have been focusing on the heart, which we define biblically as “the ‘basket’ term for our mind, our will, our emotions, and our conscience.” We are describing the pathway by which our hearts respond and therefore change from rebellious to renewed during the remainder of these Lenten devotionals.

The first step on the pathway is recognition, which means that we see our sin the way God sees our sin. Only God’s viewpoint is totally objective as He is the standard of true righteousness.

The second step on the pathway is responsibility.

Have you ever noticed when someone at a prominent level apologizes for something that went wrong—they say something like “Mistakes were made”? That is NOT an apology. That is not an admission of any personal responsibility.

• Remember what Adam said when God confronted him about the apple: “The woman you put here with me—she gave me some fruit from the tree.”
• Remember what Aaron said when Moses came down from Mt. Sinai to find the Israelites worshipping a golden calf? Read Exodus 32:17-24 for a sadly amusing example of abdicating responsibility for blatant sin. And we are still dealing with the disastrous consequences.

“Maybe we say, I don’t know how that happened, it is so NOT like me!” Well guess what: it is just like you. Jesus tells us In Matthew 15:19, “For out of the heart come evil thoughts—murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander.”  Our reactions to our environment and circumstances reveal what is in our hearts.

Only a responsible heart will take ownership and therefore be broken because of sin. A broken and contrite spirit goes beyond confessing. Confession is rooted in the knowledge of sin. Contrition is personal responsibility for sin. David had a contrite heart. He wrote in Psalm 51:17 –

“My sacrifice, O God, isa broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart you, God, will not despise.”

In the literal sense, contrition means crushing. Have you ever had that realization of the crushing nature of your sin? Can you identify with David when he realizes the truth of Nathan’s charge against him, “You are that man!” Count the personal pronouns in Psalm 51 (I counted 36 times in 19 verses). This psalm was written by a man who took personal responsibility for his sin.

When we blame others, then nothing changes. But when we accept responsibility, we can run to God, begging for his forgiveness, and he will not withhold. This is the power of the Holy Spirit and the power of recognizing and owning our sin. Praise the Lord who is a loving and forgiving God.

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9).

In Christ,

Judy