Back in January I went on an “audio binge.” I downloaded books and listened to them almost any time that I was not at work, church, or asleep. I listened to books while driving, walking, cooking, eating, working around the house, etc. When I was not listening to books, I was reading them. Sometimes I would listen to the radio or to CD’s, but the bottom line is that I was feeding something into my brain continuously. Although I did do my regular Bible reading and study, the audio and other books I’m referring to were not necessarily religious in nature. I must admit I was also kind of proud to be intentionally stimulating my mind and accumulating knowledge.
I love to read, so books are kind of my thing. Maybe they are your thing, too. Or maybe you are one of those people who tend to wear headphones or earbuds so you can listen to music or talk radio all the time. Many of us will turn on the television whether there is anything on of value or not, just to get the stimulation or have something to do.
When I finally ran through my backlog of books, I took a break from the audio and began to realize what I had been missing. I had been missing out on the sounds of life all around me. And I had been missing out on the voice of God. I began to realize that the devil was probably behind my binge “reading.” The devil took something perfectly good—books—and made them into a compulsion that separated me from God. I still had my relationship with God; however, just like my husband was having trouble getting my attention when I was absorbed in my books, so was God having trouble getting my attention.
“Be still and know that I am God.” Psalm 46:10a (NIV)
I used to think this verse meant to slow down, to take time to pray and listen to God. However, I now know that it also means to quiet my mind, to refrain from the constant input of external words, music, and sounds so as to give myself space and time to hear, to think, to meditate on God’s Word. I am enjoying this quiet time with God. I’m thankful that He rescued me from the constant input of audio books because they had actually been wearing on me. Now that I’m taking this time away from audio books, I feel such refreshment in my soul because I am allowing myself to be renewed by the Holy Spirit.
The Westminster Shorter Catechism contains this dialog:
- Question: “What is the chief end of Man?”
- Answer: “Man’s chief end is to glorify God and enjoy Him forever.”
St. Augustine said, “Thou hast formed us for Thyself, and our hearts are restless till they find rest in Thee.”
I pray that you will take time and make space to enjoy God, find rest in Him, and hear what He wants to tell you.
Blessings,
Judy